Three-dimensional render of The Pain Sings a Song, second edition

Second Edition

The Pain
Sings a Song

A seven-part narrative poetry memoir chronicling Shalanda Shaw’s path through loss, anger, despair, faith, and resilience.

First published May 2015ISBN 978-1-83418-842-3Tellwell

This book is for anyone who has struggled with mental illness or questioned their faith during challenging times, seeking meaning amid pain.

Writing The Pain Sings a Song was not just about sharing poetry; it was about opening the deepest parts of my journey with bipolar disorder, faith, and healing. These poems were born from moments of struggle and silence but also from the grace that carried me through. My hope is that as you turn these pages, you’ll find pieces of your own story reflected, and you’ll be reminded that even in pain, there is a song waiting to be heard.

— From the introduction to the second edition

Inside

Seven parts, three hundred and thirty-three pages.

  1. Part One Why?

    Identity loss and grief, at the start of the journey.

    Twelve · Rage · Annihilated · Tired
  2. Part Two Why Not Me?

    Stigma, faith, and the cycling in and out.

    Say No to Stigma · Why, Lord? · Control
  3. Part Three This Is It

    Depression named plainly.

    Depressed · Selfish · I Hurt
  4. Part Four Inspiration

    Pleading for change.

    What to Do? · I Beg and I Plead
  5. Part Five Revenge

    Anger and defiance turned into a daily poem.

    Revenge · Dare to Dream · Breakthrough
  6. Part Six Revelation

    Coping skills, support, and hope.

    The Goodness of DBT · I Vow · Hope
  7. Part Seven Transition

    Not complete healing — a voice regained.

    Acceptance · Boundaries · Gratitude · Thanks

New in this edition

A writing section, designed especially for you

One of the most significant additions to the new edition of The Pain Sings a Song is a dedicated writing section, inviting readers’ voices into the book alongside the poems.

Recovery is a struggle; however, instead of this being understood and supported by society and our close loved ones, it is stigmatized. People need to listen and lend a helping hand.

From the book · Part Five

Revenge

It sounds so magnificent, yet so bare . . . but daring. I want to get revenge on bipolar disorder for what it has done to me.

So, I smell revenge as sweet success— a poem every day, starting on August 1, 2012. I shall rise from the rubble of pain by putting it on paper.

Shalanda Shaw, head bowed, against a white backdrop

Bring the book to your group

Book clubs, support groups, congregations, and classrooms — get in touch about bulk orders or a reading with Shalanda.

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